why do i feel so alone? on the verge of tears.

i get hurt by things, and i notice this, and then the feeling seems to dissolve, but almost immediately comes back as immediately as it disappeared. then i can't shake it.

i just want to be alone, i just want to disappear. i just want to cry.

why do i feel so alone? i don't know if its because of my fears. i don't even realized how i attached i get, til i lose them.

fuck that. fuck it. fuck me. fuck you.

i'm tired of feeling so alone.

Isabel